I don't Know What Else To Do

You know what, the situation I hate most to be in is the i-don't-know-what-else-to-do situation.
When I am writing this, I am also not knowing what to write.
It is just that I want to share with all of you this kind of situation where I go fully blank.

Being soft is wrong. Being harsh is wrong.
Being weak is wrong. Being strong is wrong.
Doing this is wrong. Doing that is wrong.
Doing nothing is also wrong.

Weh, what should I do?
How do I hide? How do I heal? How do I deal?
When everything I feel is not what others are feeling.
When everything I taste is not what others are tasting.

Hello, what should I do?
When being silent brings me nothing.
Being loud ruins everything.

Going right is to a dark black hole.
Pulling me to the no-ending sadness.
Going left is nothing better also
No, it is not gonna bring the slightest of happiness.

Hey, what should I do?
When I don't know what else to do?
Should I follow what this crazy head's telling me to do?
Or should I follow what this hurting heart's telling me not to?

This nothingness is killing me.
And I am letting it coz I know nothing of what to do.


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